...so I'm having lunch with a friend a couple weeks ago and we're talking about our blogs, his job, our cats, Christmas songs, my theology paper, our families, my upcoming internship, how I've overbooked myself (again) and the holiday frenzy. As we get up to leave, he looks at the wall behind me, smiles, and says, "I like it."
On the wall is one of those signs that has plastic movable letters that form a message, below a fixed heading of "Today's Special." Obviously, it's meant to advertise a menu selection. Instead, it reads (w/o the rainbow photo - that's mine):
Welcome to
Heaven
Today's Special
Love
and
Acceptance
-ME
I like it, too. The snarky side of me wonders, a la Douglas Adams, "Where is this Heaven place anyway?" But the side of me that is very human and very tender is thinking, "How wonderful."
Heaven - not just the place where G-d and the angels live. Heaven - a place where one experiences love and acceptance, a place to bring one's fears and sorrows and be comforted; a place to bring one's joy and wonder and have them celebrated; a place to laugh, to cry, to celebrate the best times of your life, and to fall on the ground in misery and grief; a place to bring one's questions and doubts and find companions to join in the search for answers and faith - affirming and challenging as necessary.
Heaven, for me, is most often found in my own home - with my dear spouse who has been with me in peak experiences of joy as well as the deepest valley of grief. Sometimes it's found with close friends - my chosen sibling - a women's circle.
I have this idea that it should also be found at church. One of the most popular hymns in our hymnal sings of exactly this experience: # 354, "We Laugh, We Cry," (often called "Credo.") Hmm... I think this will make it's way into words for this Sunday's service, which is half-written.
Heaven - I'd like to be there. But now - I have a ton of writing to do!
Happy New Year everyone!